Clueless

 

After writing for 29 days, I realized I’m clueless today. I don’t find a thought, a topic to write about. I sensed this day would come but this is very early. When I google ‘What to write today’ or ‘What are the topics I can write about on any day, that would be the worst day for me. And that worst day was today. I never take writing prompt explicitly. At least, I made up this rule for myself. Not a rule exactly, maybe this comes under personal principles. But, I broke that today and went to google the stuff. But, I didn’t accept any of those prompts that have appeared in the form of Google Search Results.

My mind would always come to my rescue asking me ‘Why don’t you just write what you feel right now?’. And yes, on any day, I would accept this thought graciously. Let me tell you this. It’s not that I’m not interested. This is not ‘Apathy’ as I wrote down on Day 13 of this challenge. This is something else. Something I’m trying to explain or come out of, but not able to. I felt like I was stuck in a labyrinth alone. I didn’t know what to write. I was clueless. I really don’t know the reasons for the way I’m feeling right now but I’m happy that I anticipated this… … …

… …I’m sorry, I stopped writing for a couple of minutes. I wanted to mention this. And somehow, a new concept has arrived into my mind that I can write about in the next article. Cool, I love me. The next topic is ‘Duality’ in life, in everything that I sense. Anyways, I’ve come to the end of this atomic essay and successfully bored you to the death till here. Sorry for that but I promise you that I will come up with a few more different feelings and concepts in the next few days, weeks, hopefully, months as well. Thanks for reading this till here. If you’re reading this sentence, this really means a lot to me.